Anime, Sup Ryuuji

Sup Ryuuji: E03 S1

Heyya everyone…. Remember me? ^^”
Jeez where should I even start from…

It’s been more than two months since the last time I posted in my blog. While I should’ve said something regarding the hiatus before, my emotional state wasn’t really at its top form. So what actually happened? Am I back for real or not? Will I collect all the dragon balls? Find out in this episode of Sup Ryuuji. (Sorry for starting off with such a bad joke)

Let’s start from the most basic problem which lead to the hiatus, school. While my grades and stuff weren’t exactly a problem, the fact that I am in the senior year does puts in a lot of pressure. I had to start studying for the first semester even before the classes started, and I’m STILL trying to catch up to everything; yeah, that’s how bad things are in the academic level. My daily routine includes going to school at 6 AM (Why so early…), returning home by 2 PM and then leaving again for cram school till 9 PM. By the time I come back home, I’m literally dying for some sleep, but sadly, I still have to do some self-study. However, my summer vacations starts from today so I guess I will be free for the daytime at least; that means I can stay up all night! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! Anyways, now let’s get onto my next problem.

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An example of how I bitch  in shower about life and hardships

I can’t write. That’s right; I can’t write anything for my blog. I don’t know if this is what they call ‘A writer’s block’, but it’s at least something along that line. It’s so bad that this current post took me more than 10 tries and a fortnight to complete. There are all these monthly posts that I need to catch up on, and so many ideas that I want to pen, but damn, all these passive-aggressive hurdles are getting suffocative.

Now, here comes the biggest (And the most pathetic) reason for my hiatus, disappearance from Twitter and maybe, also my writer’s block. I recently broke up with my gf. It was a long distance relationship (Yeah, but we weren’t really that far away from each other). Things were rough for the last 2-3 months, but the week long fight sealed the break up pact. Allegations were made from both party, but I still don’t know if they were all just our speculations, or the real deal. Of course, I can’t go on to the details about our problems in public, so the only thing that you guys should know is that it completely broke me. I couldn’t stop studying (You guys know why), but even breathing seemed to be difficult. I started to avoid all kinds of social platforms I was active in, as it kept reminding me of ‘Us’. I’m still not completely over it, and maybe it will take me more than a year to move on totally, but I think my phobia from the social medias have reduced a lot. (Jeez, it makes me sound so weak damn…)

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The Panic!!!

Finally, the future of the blog; thankfully, it is summer vacation now, so I have been thinking of making a Fortnight long special post. While I’m also working on my monthly posts, I guess I will try to catch up with them and post two of them? Well, its not decided yet but I am trying to make a comeback. A certain topic has gained my interest so, stay tuned for that! Besides these stuff, I gotta get back to reading and commenting on my fellow bloggers, especially my favorite few. It’s gonna be tough, I can feel it~

With that, this post comes to an end. I apologize to all of you for not being active for this long, and maybe even for the deteriorated quality of my posts; I hope that things get better soon. Until next time, I hope you guys have a great time, and as always, thanks for reading!

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<<Inserts Totally Unrelated GIF Containing Child Abuse Because I Want To Know The Sauce>>
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20 thoughts on “Sup Ryuuji: E03 S1”

  1. Congrats on completing another school year and I’m sorry about what happened with your girlfriend.

    No need to apologize for being absent, life happens so it’s all good. 🙂

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  2. I’m so glad you’re back but sorry you are going through a rough time.
    There’s nothing weak about being sad about a breakup and needing some time to yourself. In fact, I’m pretty sure that’s how you get strong.
    Selfishly I hope you’re Back (capital B) but take all the time and space you need.

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    1. Awww thanks for that!
      Well if you say so, then I guess I won’t feel weak about it xD
      I’m trying not to think about it a lot tho
      I’m really really eager to be back, if luck permits then it probably won’t take long for me to be back for real

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  3. Well guess what Ryu kun? Even I’m in my senior year of high school, so I can definitely understand. I’m so sorry to hear about the breakup with your gf, I can relate to that situation as well, because even I’ve had some personal issues lately. It’s makes you so claustrophobic inside.
    Please don’t ever worry about posting bad stuff, I feel this ‘writer’s block’ happens when you worry too much about what kind of material your audience will enjoy. Keep it in mind, but at the same time don’t worry too much, because I feel your posts are the most relevant and relatable 🙂

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    1. You are? o.o whoa I actually thought you’re younger than me (With a lot more brain xD)
      Well, I hope things go well on your end at least. It really does.
      Almost every blogger or writer thinks about what his/her audience might want, it’s worrisome, but I hope it doesn’t gets too bad for me; I miss writing.
      Thanks for Reading!

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  4. Long distance breakup happened to me pretty recently too. It’s especially bad if you’re in the same online community. Virtual hug from Moya…
    Very happy that you’re back with us though! Good luck on everything!! ❤️

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  5. No need to apologise Ryuji! Just know that its important to live a life worth living (of that I mean, remember that you are worth it yourself). I may not have the snake of favoring eyes, but “It’s okay” is what I want to say. You’re you, weak or strong, complete or not, and I wish that things can be better (maybe soon, maybe a little) for you to keep going on. ❤
    And hey! Great that its summer vacation time, time to catch up on those Zzzs and a much deserved holiday! I read in the papers it may be getting rather warm over at your side, take care of your health!
    *sprinkles magic physics for heatwave to go away*

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    1. All these warm welcome and good wishes are making me teary x’D
      Thanks a lot for giving me so much strength. I’m sure things will get better soon, especially cause I have such a happy virtual family worth smiling for!
      Well it’s normally quite warm over here, but I have been habituated to it by now. Still, no harm in taking care. Thanks a lit!

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      1. It’s probably one of the only things we can do as online citizens (n..no don’t cry now. :’))
        *oh no… what’s this random condensation on my face*
        大丈夫だ,きっと大丈夫~~ 🙂

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